yes, a heart can hallucinate
if it's completely starved for love
it can even make monsters seem like
angels from above

she's different from the rest of the girls.
she's not fake. she can tell you good music.
she likes to dance, sing & act crazy with
her friends. she will overanalyze everything
you can possibly say. she can argue, but she
hates to. she hates drama & can live without
it and the people that cause it. but the one
thing she will never understand is why he
can't love her the way that she loves him.

i hate the fact that you say you miss me,
but you dont do anything about it

I have the kind of friends.                                                                                                                                 where if my house was on fire                                                                                                                           they'd be standing there and
hitting on the firemen.

I hate the way you talk to me and the way
you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car
 I hate it when you stare. I hate your big
dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
 I hate you so much it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme. I hate it. I hate the way
you’re always right, I hate it when you lie.
 I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse
when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not
around and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly
 I hate the way I don’t hate you. Not even close
not even a little bit, not even at all.
-10 Things I Hate About You

You’ll always have that one boy
That you're always comfortable with
And you'll always kind of like
That's your purse you'll always wear
Then you have that gorgeous bag
You want everyone to see you with
-Laguna Beach

I’m weird with relationships
I think I know what I want then
I run. I think I run because I’m scared
I’m scared that I might get hurt
or maybe I just haven’t found someone
who I know is worth being hurt again for.

the best friends are the ones you don't have to talk to everyday,
who understands why you didn't take their advice to not call him
or why you keep going back to him after he breaks your heart,
the ones who call you at 4 AM to let you know they're drunk,
who listens when they've heard the same story a thousand times,
the ones who call just to say hi,
&& whether you're dancing on the table or passed out drunk,
they'll turn & say, "hell yeah, that's my best friend."

Its hard to wait around for
something that you know
will never happen but
harder to give up when
you know its all,
you've ever wanted.

sXe

i took both of these pictures myself with my phone. i thought it was sweet.

The real reason music matters so much
to people is simple; it won't ever let you down

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

if i could tell you one thing,
i guess it would be that
i love hearing your voice, or that
your smile just happens to brighten my day
 
just when you least expect it
you start to think about how
he makes you laugh & how you
feel when you're around him
& you realize after all this
time you care about him more
then you ever thought you did
 
best friends are the ones
that know something's wrong
even if you have the 
biggest smile on your face.
 
she's addicted to the song lyrics
that spill her heart out for her
 
I have a best friend. I don`t listen to my parents. I feel like no one understands me. I talk on the phone & go online instead of doing homework. There`s that one special guy who I`d die to be with. So yeah, basically I`m a teenager
 
to be honest, i've never
wanted anyone as much as i want you.
 
 
 

she`s smiling, is she happy? she looks happy,
but it doesn't matter.
let me tell you something.
not everything is as it seems.

oh && did i mention that when i see you ;
it stings like hell.

I'm at a point in my life
that if I were underwater,
I doubt I'd kick to come to the top

Here I am, building up the courage
to tell you how I still feel,
yet I don't think it will matter; it never does.

&& i should have never let you
b u i l d  m e  u p
with your sweet little words
& no actions.
if you love me, prove it.

Her eyes were heavy
Her drink in hand
She layed down
And slowly drifted off
And everything was perfect
Something inside her made her smile
For once she didnt want to die
She wasnt confused
She knew exactly what she wanted
She looked to her right
Her best friend was finally happy
She looked to her left and he grabbed her hand
She wasnt alone anymore
Her eyes reflected off of his
And they were in love
She didnt think it was possible
They layed down next to eachother
And together they felted invincible
She blinked
She was in her bed
The only boy next to her was her brother
Her drink had spilled
Her makeup smeared
She realized she was back to reality
She went to the fridge
So she could feel invincible again

Tonight I'll wait up real late just
to sit and talk to you.
I wish I wasn't so hopeless,
but I can't help myself.

I know I've repeated all this so many
times, I just can't help it,
every night I fall asleep with some hope
& the next day when I wake up, all of it
seems to dissolve all away

& I can’t get him out of my head
he's ruining my life & hurting my
chance of ever living again. Theres
something about him that makes
him so terribly attractive yet I cant
put my finger on it. Just looking
at him puts me in awe. I guess
he'll always be my perfect flaw

so, make her laugh alittle and
help her get through. she used to cry
no one knew. help her out and treat her right.
it's been awhile since she's smiled so bright.
show her that not all guys lie,
and be the one that keeps her tears dry.

It's sad when people you know
become people you knew.
When you can walk
right past someone like they were
never a big part of your life.
How you used to be able to talk for hours.
And how now, you can barely even look at them.

In [three] words i could sum up
Everything I learned about life:
it goes on.
Everything I learned about love:
it doesnt last.
and
Everything I learned about people:
they change fast.

People say damn those girls
are never apart. We say no shit
bitch, we share the same  h e a r t .

She's just a silly girl. who keeps her hopes too high & her jeans too low. who lives by quotes & can`t ever seem to say the right thing at the right time. she's just another pretty girl looking for herself in a big world. who just wants someone to love her, & then everything would be alright.

here's to the girls & silly cries;
here's to the boys & telling lies.
sneaking out & getting caught;;
all the things that we've been taught.
laughing, parties, crazy nights;
searching for our mr. right's.
holding it down to the very end;
sisters by heart & forever friends.

When you tell your friend that you
think you are ugly, they`ll tell you
that you are gorgeous. But, when
you tell your best friend that you are
ugly, they`ll tell you to shut up &
go put on some more make-up. =)

I want a guy that doesnt care
about what I wear or how I do my hair,
who loves my smile and my dorky laugh
and how I get hyper when I'm tired
who would never want to see me cry
-- at least not tears of sadness
&& who would do those small things
that make my day just because
he knows it would make me happy.

if you want me, then fight for me.
because i`m fighting like hell for you.

being a [ strong person ] means knowing
that in the end, everything is going to be okay.

that`s the trick; you can't care too much. it's good
to have guys like you, but always keep them at  a
distance. never give them a chance to hurt you. <3
kiss them. flirt with them. keep them on a striing.
but never, ever, fall for one.

you don`t just "fall in love." there's a lot more to it.
first you get distracted. second, you begin to stumble.
third, you try to catch balance. & then you fall and hit
the ground. and finally, you realize there's no-one there
to help you up. so you wipe it off, fake a grin, & stand.

Your life is a Flashback...
A question, a photograph, a statement, a story,
a struggle, a chance to laugh. because if you if
you don't laugh, you cry. a last cresendo when
you die. so hit the rewind button and listen, it's
the playback; the soundtrack to your life

okay, honestly...
i have no idea what you just said..
but you looked so cute saying it.

my life has gone in 3 directions:
up side down